Giving all that I've got left...

Tues: 1 Peter Sermon paper 5pg & Family counseling paper 15pg

Thur: Paper on Matthean theme 10pg

Fri: Personal Doctrine statement 10pg & Theology paper 10pg

26 April New Testament Exam

27 April Theology Exam

Appreciate your prayers!

praying for the nations

"Talking to men for God is a great thing, but talking to God for men is greater still." -E.M. Bounds

an amazing day, serving together with an amazing team all because of our amazing God. Many were moved to tears. Lord, You have told us that if your people would pray You will heal our land as we seek Your Holy face. We'll turn from all our wicked ways, hear from Heaven even now as we've prayed!

God answered one of my prayers on this very day, one that I had spent too much time worrying. I actually freaked myself out and lost sleep over it. I was brought back down on my knees and there He heard my cry. I really need this and i'm going to schedule this more often.

Start well, End well!

Life has been a flurry of activities, life changing events... I don't know who ever comes here any longer. Maybe that's why I've finally decided to update this space haha. I'm hearing jingle bells already, 2 more weeks to Christmas break!

The end-quarter symptoms are showing once again. This coming week is another highly stressful one... the intensity of 5 modules is breathing down my neck. 2 essays due, 10 pages each and I'm at zero word count! 1 report and preparing for RFKC (Royal Family Kid's Camp) training this Sat. I'm doing a session for the counselors.

This final year has been really tough. I woke up this morning wondering if I am going to make it, or if anything I do would make a difference anyway. But i guess whether or not it does, at least I can say I tried and gave it my all.

I know some people that holds the most stressful jobs in an ever fluctuating environment. But yet each time I see them, they have this smile on their faces, genuine happiness in their hearts and always so calm and objective. It makes me wonder... are they for real? Such an inspiration. It's a choice to make!

It's really by the grace of God that I've come this far and I also got to say that God has sent me a special angel who's been so encouraging and loving! I'm reminded of how everything is made beautiful in His time and we just gotta keep trusting Him even when the future seems bleak.

When u hit rock bottom only way is up!

When you think you've hit the bottom and the bottom gives way

And you fall into a darkness; no words can explain

And you don't know how you make it out alive

Jesus will meet you there

When the doctor says "I'm sorry we don't know what else to do."

And you're looking at your family wondering how they'll make it through

Whatever road this life takes you down

Jesus will meet you there

When the jury says "guilty" and the prison doors close

When the one you love says nothing; just packs up and goes

When the sunlight comes and your world's still dark

Jesus will meet you there

When you've failed again and all your second chances have been used

And the heavy weight of guilt and shame is crushing down on you

And all you have is one last cry for help

Jesus will meet you there

When you realize the dreams you've had for your child won't come true

When the phone rings in the middle of the night with tragic news

Whatever valley you must walk through

Jesus will meet you there

He knows the way to wherever you are

He knows the way to the depths of your heart

He knows the way cos' He's already been where you're going

Jesus will meet you there

He will meet you there

Jesus met me right there :)

Been up to

I am officially in the clouds with church history. And it's not a "Cloud Nine" feeling. Thankful for the long weekend though! I love cycling, I go so fast that it's perpetually windy. I get to explore much more than my feet can. I love prawning, the excitement of catching and cooking it alive. Sounds evil I know. I love kite flying, it takes my breath away... big fields please! Got to do all these with my Bible Study Group (BSG) which made it all the more awesome! I think most people have grown out of their city ways as well. I like!

Farewell

Eccl 7:4 "The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning..." Saying goodbye can never be an easy thing to do but it's happen for all of us at least once in our lifetime. Ah Kong, Auntie Dolly's father passed away 2 days ago at the age of 81. He was like a grandpa to me.

Seen him in and out of the hospital from one who went out daily with his kakis to eat the best food in town, to being cared for almost 24/7 and yet he was still very much alive! He makes me ashamed of myself, for sometimes half-living day to day.

I don't know for you, but for me, funerals are for the living not the dead. It's a time that brings sweet remembrance, healing, a proper closure and permission to move on. Thank you Ah Kong for being the life of a party, for showing me that I must live and enjoy the abundant life in Christ!

for this, i have Jesus

Just want to climb into bed and curl up like a fetus. A little cloud of worry has drifted in and sat itself on my forehead. I hate grey feelings, it's not black nor white. I'm not an iron lady, I'm just a big kid inside.

I can't see what the future holds. I can only see what is before me today, what I will do in the next few hours. I can go about telling others how to fight their giants but I'm terribly timid when it comes to fighting my own. I annoy myself with my timidity.